Growing up Growing old Growing out

So I have one semester of college left.  I  am not sure if thats a good thing or a bad thing.  I kind of like being a student actually, I've been one for most of my life and I've been rather good at it I like to think.  I'm not sure if I am ready to be a "productive citizen" or not.  I am not sure if I am ready to be a responsible bill paying home owner with a mortage, a white picket fence, and a two car garage in suburbia yet.  Life feels like it is speeding up even though I try to slow it down.  I feel like Superman on kryptonite falling through the skyline, falling down to the rest of my life.  I look onto the world and I do not see a wonderful place, I see hardship and Ramen Noodle suppers and Dollar Menu diners.  I hope for a better tommorow and a brighter future.  I have hope that the times will not be dark all the time.  Afterall, it can't rain all the time...